I write because it's a way were I can express myself and finally get over it. I get relieved when write. I found that I can write my problems and do a good work at the same time while I write. When I think of something that I could write about in class I sometimes think about my problems or about what's happening in my life. I think of other stuff, but at the end I write about me. It's easier. Nobody can explain my life better than me and I express my feelings in what I write.
All of the stories that I've wrote here are really what I think and feel. I feel much better because I am feeling that I am finally doing a good work. It's pretty hard for me to write when I have to, not when I want to. I get kind of nervous because I think of my grade. I know I am not a pro so I get nervous. I really care a lot about my grades, but I realized that when I write I am supposed to express myself, not to have a good grade. I write because I want to and I like to, not because I have to.
At the beginning of the year I disliked English because the only thing we did was write and I didn't do well. I tried and all but I knew it was not enough. Then I tried to change my writing. I tried to write more personally and it worked! I still know I am not a pro, but I have improved. Before I preferred much more math than writing. I still do but not that much. Now I realized why do I like to write.
I like to write because I can express myself. I can talk about my problems or my life. I know I still have a lot to learn about writing, but at least I found a way to enjoy it. I finally noticed what I could do to have a good grade enjoying it. Now I enjoy to write of myself, about my conflicts and stuff and it feels good. I can let go everything out. Now I write happily and without no concern about my grade.
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