Back to real life. I'm new in school and in the country--everything is different now. I'm living this nightmare again. You appear there, not knowing anyone, hoping this fact can change. Time passes and homework pops out. The stress came back.
Although I've passed through this my whole life, it keeps being different. Everyone looking at you, wondering who you are. You are starting over, beginning a new step in life. Knowing new places is the best in this change, but is difficult to relate with the people you meet throughout trip. Everything is different now.
Little brother Santiago--completely my opposite. Makes friends everywhere with so much facility. My six year old brother does what I cannot. How come I am so different?
"Beginning is difficult," my mom always says. It is for me every time and it hasn't changed. I can achieve different challenges, but in this case my shyness always stops me. I am quiet and timid--unusual qualities. There's always a girl with this characteristics and eventually I always occupy that spot.
Over and over I drown in my thoughts. Why am I like this? I think differently, I act cautiously. I'm just myself. You may think I am always depressed, but over time I have realized how lucky I am. I have a family that loves me, few true friends, and an amazing little brother. Everything is different now.
A few times I haven't been comfortable in the place where I've moved but had great friends. It is a weird part of the puzzle of life. Very unusual, but fits. The beginning of this new stage is the complementary piece in the puzzle. Don't think of yesterday, but live today. Everything is different now.
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